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if u happen to be read my blog..errr..like now....
pls re-direct my new links...
its now BLOGSPOT.
this blog..oh well..tad too boring.....
another shucks entry....
i've been so busy werkin my arse out at the high dependecy ward
dat i realised i neglected my life.
its no wonder why some senior nurses in my ward are NOT married.
the thought of becoming an old maid just scares me.
anyhow.
u see, i've neglected frens.
i even forgot their birthdays at times
at times i feel so guilty not being able to celebrate wit them in person.
all i do,just give money to be shared among us n leave it to one of us to buy our fren a present.
i'm guilty.
from the day i started werk,i haven got the chance to sms the nursin clans.
oh i tell u how badly i miss them. i even miss their boyfrens for they make the outings so enjoyable.
i'm so guilty.
insyallah during q nye annual leave,we go out have some chill out session k.
shucks...
like suddenly i feel i nid to buy things.spend n spend.
its a NEED not a WANT.
shall wait for this month pay.
but....as usuals,
the hp bills,the house bills,the expenses,the ibu,the OCBC,the Personal bank...
.haiya bein werkin adults is not easy.
being wit money is difficult
after all dat it leaves me a little some to buy at least one thing.
one pathetic thing.
plus,the guy's birthday is cummin.
shuck shucks.shucks.
next month: worst.
got to prepare for raya.
shucks.
big bro is enrolling car license.
lets see how much longer can he tahan.
big bro u dun even have a permanent job yet u still want to enrol...come on be realistic.
ok fine enrol!
dun forget to contrbute the courts bill.
had enuff responsibilty already ok.
u say: ala kin can contribute sikit aper.
yea right .like as if i earn a sister pay
elo..i pay for the 200 ++ power supply okay??
ibu even asked me to enrol.
ibu,i noe i've got the means to enrol...
but seriously can't u see how many hundreds am i contributing to the household?
moreover no semangat to learn yet.
not now maybe later.
right now,i'm adjusting to support myself.
big bro..i'm placing my bet here.
while u tink u can just continue ur license,
i bet u are so not goin to contribute to the household.
u n dad.haiz.like father like son.
i gave up on dad.really.
can i ever be away from all the responsiblities??
this sounds so....mushy ...but waddahell.
boy-fy .this is for u.
despite the things i have lost.
u never failed to give me chance another chance to change my careless attitude.
heh.
so emo.
read every lline of the lyric.
i meant it.really i do.
***************************************************************************************
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(When I say)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (nobody)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
And now, ain't nothing else I could need
And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby I'm with you)
Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's all that counts (hey)
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (come on)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
another randomly random entry.
GREAT!
boy-fy at last bought me an echo perfume.
which is our all time favourite.
GREAT!
i lost the fossil watch boyfy bought for me last 2 yrs.
this fossil watch NEVER failed me.
shucks.
i gain one.i lost one.
stupid.very stupid.
i really hope i left it at the staff room.
but......
if its was not found...den i guess...
ONE BLOODY NURSE COULD HAVE TAKEN IT!
oih.shucks..
another note:
can i quit my job??
i wanted to cry.i wanted to shout.i wanted to kill somebody.
werk today was....fucking.chaotic.right after i went for my SAP training.
in da midst of the choatic situation.
my staff nurse went for break.
and i'm left wit 5 patients
2 wit feedings wit one gotta insert ng tube.,
one has got a fuckingly worried mother,who spoke pure chinese.
fine! i understand wat are saying but i can't communicate wit u.
chicken n duck talking! sheesh.
one : a new admission.case of asthma.n its every 15 mins puff!!
luckily another one was sleepin.
alermak.....
i tell u .i run like mad.
good thing my staff nurse came back just before i'm "supposed to shout"
oh my.dats it. my let outs.
i'm so waiting for my dosage of annual leave...
RANDOM entry.
great. boy-fy father also got infected.ishk!
i should just stop seeing their son la.heh.
rite..
the enry whcih i wrote i'm couldn't get a day off is just a gimmick.
just to make it REAL to hidayah.to surprise her.
it was very very hard.hid is too clever to figure out.and her boyfren is too"give away"
oh well.it was quite a success.i must say.
the bananalicious thingy?? errmmm,,,,its too corny to say it here.
hope u are happy gerl.muaxz.
firewerks. was just wonderful la..
pictures will be uploaded. heh
ok end.
darn.
i'm praying ,praying very hard.
i'm crossing,crossing my fingers
for.....
i'm very very close contact wit the boy-fy.
n
his mum got infected too!
ouh dear.
i wonder which part of his house i touched yesterday got his eyes fluid or watsoever contagious fluid cud be the source of infection?
for the time bein,
i dun have the signs n symptoms of sore-eyes.
but....
gezz.i'm bound to have!
ya allah!
"prays hard"
*i diagnosed myself of obsessive compulsive disorder of handwashing"
tee hee...
another darn thing;;;
shucks!
the roster change!!
i've got my PH meaning day off tomorrow
guess wat? i got day off another day
great so great.
i was just goin to meet up wit birthday gerl hid to watch the firewerks n this have to happen.
wahlauwei...
sori hid. real sori.
can't meet up wit u.can't watch firewerks n can't even celebrate ur birthday.
bodoh!
so angry.!
ouh...
let me share share this piece of news.
good news....
its confirm!
as of now,i've got a financially stable job.
bad news....
err...how long do i have to slough myself out in high dependency ward??
so so glad i'm not bonded.
oh ya..
my annual leave of one week has been approved.
i'm "forced" to take the month of september.
ahh..just the right time, to see his POP.
oh! singaporeans...
happy national day.
the maternal family has already plan for an outing today.
ouh,u noe the usuals malay family gathering thingy
wit many cousins,nephews,aunties,uncles.
maternal side not dat large.but its enuff for me to go bonkers layan-ning the small children.
aniwaes,we also are so goin by lorry -pickup.isn't dat so our "culture"?
the plan is to watch firewerk bu geez,i dun tink we can....as u all noe...
i tink they would rather forgo the firewerks den to forgo the foods ibu prepare.
the laksa,the mee hoon goreng,the bubur kacang,the sardine roti...
how the hell we goin to eat? in the lorry? gezz..
am excited.so glad i finally finishes my NITE,
on another note...
happy 4 yrs 8 months anniversary to US!
love u!
heh.
rite..wan has yet again..i mean AGAIN overtaken my SICKNESS.
he got sore-eyes.he got infected from someone in his platoon.
seems dat the army boys are"contagious"
like sudenlly i became paranoid into washing my hands.
sorry wan.for my own good.i've got close contact wit u.gotta protect myself leh..
heh.
i told ya guys,wan is an accident prone guy.
haiz.now,i have to care for him eventho i havent recover fully from the flu n cough.
wan..u ar..
but still love u.muacks.
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*still under construction...will be updated soon...
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